Weekend

Hi there world this weekend is Mother’s Day and I hope you remember all those who have helped you, nurtured you, loved you, where they birthed you or not, they tried. Even if it wasn’t the best you would of liked as I mom I can say I tried, I wish I would of known more, givin you better tools to deal with life, those who used you, protected you more from the bad in people. I am glad I always told you to take the good out of those you meet and leave the bad, we all have both within us. But now I feel I should of told you just to leave those who showed more bad than good. When Mikey was about 5 or 6 he asked my mom to take him shopping for my Mother’s Day present, and what I got were these felt covered flowers which opened up and had a necklace and ring in them. As I took a couple of pictures to put on here I decided to also take a couple pictures of a few of the toys Mikey received every year for his Birthday from birth to 18. They are in a glass cabinet in the living room, with the Mother’s Day gift on top. I will take others pictures and some day put them up too. One funny thing about Mother’s Day is I can’t remember what last year was like. I can tell you almost every year all the way back to when I was a kid, but last year is a blank. The first Mother’s Day after Mikey passed I do remember it was hard, I spent the day with my mom and sister, we went to look and buy flowers. Last year is a blank. I do feel bad that I have not been nicer to my sister in past Mother’s Day, she hasn’t seen her boys since her ex took them, they dropped off the grid and the court was no help getting them back. We have not seen them since they were about 10 and 8 when their dad moved them out of town and kept them hidden. I know it’s hard for her because she has no idea where they are, how they are doing, and if by any chance they are on the social media please call her. The whole family misses you. I want to say THANK YOU all, the Mother’s and Father’s who everyday do the best we can to help shape the next generation. Also THANK YOU to those who don’t have kids and help those around them anyway to be better and improve the next generation. Enjoy the pictures. Thank you for the love you share with me, the support you give me, and keeping Mikey in this world for those up coming generations. Love Kathy